Coming back to Japan with a high anxiety, getting in a hopeless homesick mood, not having any will to do anything plus negative overthinking, a lot of worries and sleepless nights..... I couldn't let go of this permanent shitty mood, my body wanted to move and escape but my soul was damn tired. I can't describe exactly the feeling/mood.
Buuuut i kept motivating myself, i'm stronger than this and i have so much more to do 👻 i put away all my insecurities and tried to crush my stubborn laziness and here i am, getting better and remembering how to smile 🌹 (started going to gym after a long break and started focus on my japanese studies ❤) The point: don't give up, just try harder. It all begins and ends in your mind: rule it or it will rule you. 🔱 (Hate showing my weak side but sometimes i feel like doing it 🐼) #motivational#goodvibesonly#surviving#japanadventures#depressingdays#keepsmiling#noattentionseeker
Wow guys i figured that i was so angry last night it really made me sick and i forced myself out of bed today having a really bad headache ( this one is really stubborn i still have it :3 ) , thanks for the people who cared and dmed asking about my well-being, and special thanks to the ones that did not give a shit about me and like only remembering me to ask for a like or a repost 👍 Good job assholes i really appreciate your honest feelings 😃 Anyway imma stop whining for a bit #NoAttentionSeeker
Bennoda is literally saving my life today 😆 i only smiled when i saw that video, @chester.bennington.is.perfect @taito.chan ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°